Days 24-26

Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
I have one for Michael but it takes WAY too long to type all the songs on that since there are over 50 on it lol.

Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Because I got my heart fixed...And there was something more meant for me...I'm still searching for what that is....

Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Yes. Anytime I think of Michael not coming home to me I think about how I will shut down. How I will just give up on everything because the one thing in my life that is amazing, even when we fight, would be gone...And the thought of that makes me want to crawl into a hole and die...but you know I also had the typical teenager issues....But looking back those seem so....trivial? When compared to this Deployment. *Sigh*




It's been a long day...I miss Michael a lot and even more than that I miss just being able to talk to him. And EVERYTHING has been pissing me off today. Ug. I hate this so much :(