Issues & Drama....How wonderful it would be without them.

Welp....it has just been crazy with the drama going on here. Three of my "friends" have been like ignoring me. Which 100% sucks. I dono even how to explain what is going on. Plus I wish I was closer to my family. Like my Aunt and Uncle and cousins. I would like to see them when we go to my sisters graduation. I hope we will because my mom hasn't seen her brothers in a while. I just....Feel kind of alone here. All goes back to that wishing I had a car. And I wish I could go to Michael's basic graduation, but I really don't think its going to happen which is really disappointing. Well i dono what else to type....Just had to get those few things off my chest.

And remember, we're all a little mad here.

The Suckyness of wanting to be independent, but not able to be

UG!!!!!!!!! Ok so here we go again. I am about to have a bf about not having a car or even being able to drive. It's total BS! I had a friend go get me folders and she spent like $4 EACH for 4. So it ended up costing me like $17ish. That's BS! So I had a different friend take me back to swap it. Well I called my mom when I was done. Explained to her what I had done and that she now owned me $2 because I gave her too much. Pretty much she just fing fought with me for like 10 minutes!!!!! I finally just gave up and said "whatever mom I'll just give her the $7 and be done with it." and got off the phone to go watch One Tree Hill. THEN my dad called me and said "why is your mother crying" and so I told him what happened and then he was like "ok so bla bla bla" and I said "telling me the same damn thing over and over isn't going to make me understand I told mom I would just give her the fing money so just drop it." He said "fine well you need to call your mom and talk to her when she calms down." And I said "I told her I would call her after my show" and he said "oh. Well hows school" and I said "it sucks" and he said "why" and I said "because I'm tired of drama and fighting." Then he finally got off the fing phone. GOD!!!! If I had my own fucking car I could have bought them myself the first time and this problem wouldn't have even happened to begin with!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just. I'm so fucking tired of my parents handing my brothers pretty much everything they need and I don't really get a whole hell of a lot. I mean they won't even fucking teach me how to drive! So I am 18 almost 19 years old and I can't drive a car without someone who's 21 in the front seat with me! Its bullshit and I'm sick of it! I'm just so sick of it all. Like 100%. And without a car I can't get a job, without a job I have to keep depending on my parents, by depending on my parents all the time it makes me feel like a baby and REALLY annoyed. I just god I am so sick of it. I wish I had done my homework before so I could just wash my face and get into bed. I am so over this day and all the bullshit drama it's not even funny.

PLUS to top it ALL off, my "friends" are being bitchy towards me, leaving me out and like not talking to me. SO in addition to dealing with being away from everything I know, and understand, The few people who USED to get me through it are like not talking to me. SO my life at this point pretty much sucks!

I'm gunna try and get this HW done so I can just go to bed. Bye

Remember, We're all a little mad here......And right now really pissed off/annoyed

One of Those Days....

Welp today has just been one of those days. I'm gunna sound like a four year old but I woke up really missing my mommy lol. I dono I just really hope she and dad move down here into that house mom found. Speaking of the house we (Mom, My "Aunt", and I) are going to stay the night in the house mom found over spring break!!!! It's only like $99 which is so not bad! That cost is the cleaning fee. I think it's gunna be great! I am so excited and just cannot wait!

But right now I am washin some clothes (Which if my parents move here will no longer cost me $2 to wash and dry 1 load!) scrapbooking, listening to music, and pretty much bein bored lol. That's about it. I will be eating in my room tonight because I am out of money to eat in the cafe! That's just how I do. Here are some pictures of my newest cards. I made the Thanks one for my teachers last semester. Also keep in mine that if I had better hand writing the beach card would have turned out SO much better! lol.

Back at School

Welp I have been back at school for 5 days now. its been pretty good. I had my first make-up voice lesson today and it went REALLY well! Like I left with a major pep in my step! Missing Michael, tired of being single, but what else is new right? lol.....Ummmm Promised my roomie I would clean.....So I should get to that soon. What else to write? I don't really know. I am really not enjoying my English teacher......I hope this will change because it will 100% suck if it doesn't. A friend is gunna give me $30 to share my wellness management book!!!! WOO HOO!!! I'll be making my first trip to a club soon. Should be fun....Well it better be! Um that's about it at this point so I will post more later :D

I lied. My roommate it crazy....She is from Haiti and has family there, she made the mistake of reading what some people said online about the earth quack and well she got mad over it and was going to yell at the person who said all kinds of awful things via internet and now she says, "But she took to long to accept my friend request and now I don't feel like it......ok end of story lol"


Ok now I'm really done LOL. More later, and remember
We're All a Little Made Here

Now it's time to say goodbye

Well all I am leaving to go back to school in a few hours. Oh joy lol. I dono what to really say tonight. I'm really tired, but I doubt I'll be able to sleep. I watched a scary movie. It was dumb. It will never happen again....I still haven't finished packing. yeah I know I'm bad. Oh well I'll finish it tonight when I'm not sleeping. But now it is time to put on some pjs get a snack and get ready to leave. Leave me comments. More crafty things to come :D

Music is my soul

okie dokie so I can tell for a while I'm gunna be one of those crazy people that updates like every hour lol.....

FIVE FOR FIGHTING - Chances
Chances are when said and done
Who'll be the lucky ones
Who make it all the way?
Though you say I could be your answer
Nothing lasts forever
No matter how it feels today

Chances are we´ll find a new equation
Chances roll away from me
Chances are all they hope to be

Don't get me wrong I'd never say never
Cause though love can change the weather
No act of God can pull me away from you

I´m just a realistic man
A bottle filled with shells and sand
Afraid to love beyond what I can lose when it comes to you
And though I see us through yeah

Chances are we´ll find two destinations
Chances roll away from me
Still chances are more than expectations
The possibilities
Over me
Eight to five, two to one
Lay your money on the sun
until you crash what have you done?
Is there a better bet than love?
What you are is what you breathe
You gotta cry before you sing

Chances chances

Chances lost are hopes torn up pages
Maybe this time
Chances are we´ll be the combination
Chances come and carry me
Chances are waiting to be taken
And I can see
Chances are the fascination
Chances won't escape from me
Chances are only what we make them
And all I need




If you haven't heard that song please go look it up. One thing you have to know about me is that music is like a major part of my soul. I would not be who I am without going through what I have.....With that said I wouldn't have made it past a lot without music....Without lyrics that seem to know how I feel right to the t I would have let one of my trials break me. I have over come so much pain just by knowing that there is a song out there that can explain how my heart and soul feels. Its an amazing feeling.

Okie dokie time to stop with the deep thoughts lol but no worries there will be plenty more.....Remember we're all mad here :D

Some Cards I have made

I used my Cricut for all of these projects enjoy!

Hello All

Well this is my first post here!

I picked Moonlight Thoughts because I am usually up late at night when I feel like typing out whats going on inside my crazy head! I'm going to use this site as an online diary and a way to post some of the things I scrap!

So welcome to my world, we're all a little mad here :D