UG!!!!!!!!! Ok so here we go again. I am about to have a bf about not having a car or even being able to drive. It's total BS! I had a friend go get me folders and she spent like $4 EACH for 4. So it ended up costing me like $17ish. That's BS! So I had a different friend take me back to swap it. Well I called my mom when I was done. Explained to her what I had done and that she now owned me $2 because I gave her too much. Pretty much she just fing fought with me for like 10 minutes!!!!! I finally just gave up and said "whatever mom I'll just give her the $7 and be done with it." and got off the phone to go watch One Tree Hill. THEN my dad called me and said "why is your mother crying" and so I told him what happened and then he was like "ok so bla bla bla" and I said "telling me the same damn thing over and over isn't going to make me understand I told mom I would just give her the fing money so just drop it." He said "fine well you need to call your mom and talk to her when she calms down." And I said "I told her I would call her after my show" and he said "oh. Well hows school" and I said "it sucks" and he said "why" and I said "because I'm tired of drama and fighting." Then he finally got off the fing phone. GOD!!!! If I had my own fucking car I could have bought them myself the first time and this problem wouldn't have even happened to begin with!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just. I'm so fucking tired of my parents handing my brothers pretty much everything they need and I don't really get a whole hell of a lot. I mean they won't even fucking teach me how to drive! So I am 18 almost 19 years old and I can't drive a car without someone who's 21 in the front seat with me! Its bullshit and I'm sick of it! I'm just so sick of it all. Like 100%. And without a car I can't get a job, without a job I have to keep depending on my parents, by depending on my parents all the time it makes me feel like a baby and REALLY annoyed. I just god I am so sick of it. I wish I had done my homework before so I could just wash my face and get into bed. I am so over this day and all the bullshit drama it's not even funny.
PLUS to top it ALL off, my "friends" are being bitchy towards me, leaving me out and like not talking to me. SO in addition to dealing with being away from everything I know, and understand, The few people who USED to get me through it are like not talking to me. SO my life at this point pretty much sucks!
I'm gunna try and get this HW done so I can just go to bed. Bye
Remember, We're all a little mad here......And right now really pissed off/annoyed
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