Wow. So much has happened since that last post. The worst part? I'm too lazy to go day by day! Lol so here are the high lights: Michael came home for R&R on Jan. 26 and was here until Feb. 11! It was the most amazing 16 days ever. We felt normal for the first time in...ever lol. Classes are going eh. I'm just trying to get a C in two of them lol. That is my only goal lol. Umm....I miss him :( I mean I guess that was a given right? lol But I've found that I miss him a little more since R&R, but then at the same time I am able to miss him a little less also....I guess I don't worry as much. Not about the silly things like if he loves me, if hes cheating on me, if he would rather be here that kinda thing. Baby steps I guess :) I am also trying to work out time to meet with a consular at school so I will feel less crazy. I have a strict workout plan set in place for when I get back to school (I leave in the AM)..And really that is about it. Just ready for him to be home.
Oh, and I am going to pawn or sell the ring that "the mistake" got me. Idk why I kept it so long, it's not like I wear it. But...I guess it was a reminder that well placed lies can really mess you up.
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