Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Day 01: Something you hate about yourself.
I hate my looks. I always have. I cannot stand how thin my hair is, how fat and chubby I am. I hate how my eyes are an ugly brown color. I hate just over all how I look. I often feel like there is too much of me and I take up too much space because of all my fat. *Sigh* I have a really low self esteem and Michael gets so mad at me for it lol. He tries to build me up all the time. But I see all these cute little Florida girls walking around campus and I'm like why can't I be that thin? And when I try to work out and loose the weight I don't see results as quickly as I want to so I give up on it, then get even more depressed over it. Which blows. Anywho, day one done :)
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i know how you feel. since daniel and i got together i gained sooo much weight and at some points it gets me real down. but no matter what or how else is around always keep in mind that you've got a man right behind you that loves you. you probably have something those "cute little florida girls" don't. a man that loves them no matter what. =)
ReplyDeleteThat's very true...But I do want to get into better shape again. I just haven't found my motivation yet. Sorry it has taken me SO LONG to reply! I thought it would send me an email when I got comments but it doesn't SO I shall have to check my posts!!!
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